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| Saturday, July 15th, 2006 | | 5:24 pm |
nothing new.....
just came from tequila joe's woah!!!! there, i found tanga waiters and such.... hhmmm.... freaks!!! hahaha.... ok..... let's get down to business..... has any of you guys ever felt that you like someone but you can't like that someone maybe because its illegal??? by saying illegal i mean like you guys could never be or like its so damn wrong to be with that person???? ay, never mind..... ay, my mom's by the door waiting for me na.... buh bye guys.... i'll right more, next time.... Current Mood:  calm | | Saturday, July 1st, 2006 | | 7:08 pm |
i just hate goodbyes........
hmmm.... today was more like a fun day... i met with mina so we could have a goodbye party for our friend who would be leaving for another country soon.... we had our last photo together taken and ate at dessert factory and we all said all the sad goodbyes and finally parted ways.... now i am doing this thing which i dont wanna finish because i am hungry!!!! k my tummy is grombling i really gotta go.... bye.... Current Mood:  "someone gimme food!!!!!" | | Saturday, June 24th, 2006 | | 1:31 pm |
OrDiNaRy SaTurDay
hmmm.... one of those days... there's nothing new..... ate lunch with sugar and now i'm sitting here..... last week was a very busy week for me.... we had to prepare for the welcoming of the grade 1 students.... well, my bestfriend, armin has been quite busy too because he's an officer in the class. now, i hang out with the least expected person i could hang out with: mina. she was my worst enemy/ rival since 4th grade.... who would have thought that we would be best friends and that we would be this close after how many years of the mean things that she said behind my back, i still accepted her as a friend again. well, we just forgot about our past and remembered the good times. actually, we were best friends since nursery but this lady, whom i call "macho mama" stepped into our life and set boundaries between us. good thing she's leaving for canada this july..... hmmmm... i gotta go now... i'm gonna grab a drink at starbucks..... i'll update next time....... Current Mood:  bored | | Saturday, June 17th, 2006 | | 3:19 pm |
i'm grade six!!!!! wahahahaha!!!!!
yay!!! i am finally grade six... woah!!!! i had a busy week planning for the stuff for our school orgnizations and programs because we're grade six and we're in charge of almost everything in school. programs, activities and all those blah blah blah... and now we're gonna be disecting a frog in a few weeks time.... eeeewww... i know but that's part of school so... that leaves me with no choice.... for PATTY: woah!!!! remember june 12, 2006???? woah!!! serious talk and all!!!! what the hell???? like where did all those words come from???? hehehe.... Current Mood:  yay!!! | | Wednesday, June 7th, 2006 | | 12:57 pm |
hmmm... back to school....
waaah!!! i'm feeling hungry...5 more days and my summer is over!!!!!! sadly, my other cousin's summer ended today. hehehehe..... : ) i feel a bit excited and freaked to be in grade six... i'm graduating next year and i'll be highschool wich means goodbye to my elementary friends... : ( ata the same time, i'm a bit excited because we're gonna be the eldest and we're gonna rule the earth!!!!!! wahahahahahahaha!!!!! just kidding.... hehehe.... i just don't know my section and who our adviser is.... i just hope its not Ms. Tarsier.... so stupid and mean.... all the way...... ever thought you were over-protected or what????? i mean sometimes, my mom gets a little irritating when she's like that. maybe because i'm the only child. ok. understanable. but hello????? sometimes she just accepts the fact that each child should grow up. i can't stay 5 forever!!!! maybe my dad understands how i feel so he doesn't really give a shit. he was the youngest and he was a bit over-protected by his elder brothers and sisiters... Current Mood: "gimme' food!!!!" hehee.... | | Saturday, June 3rd, 2006 | | 11:31 am |
oh!! and by saying england shirt i meant the football shirt that made me feel guilty for how many weeks.... grrr..... thanks to my cousin patricia, she made me feel a bit better.... Current Mood:  "I'm still worried here!!!!!!" | | 11:18 am |
SHIT!! FUCK!!! YAWA!!!!ok.ok enough with the badwords...
SHIT!!! FUCK!!! ATAY!!! YAWA!!!! PISTE!!!! holy crap!!! my grandma now knows about me having the England jersey of my cousin!!! what am i supposed to do??? help me!!!! i'm gonna die if my mom knows about it because she's gonna tell my cousin's mom... and my cousin said "don't let your mom know cuz your mom's gonna tell my mom and my mom might get mad at me for giving it to you..." i told my grandma we'll keep it secret but i have a feeling that she's gonna tell my mom!!! SHIT!!! FUCK!!!!!! help me please humans please!!!!!! what am i gonna do???? am i gonna kill me self??? nooooooooooooo!!!!!!! help me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DAMN IT!!! i feel sooooooooooooo worried!!!! Current Mood: FUCK!!!!! SHIT!!!! | | 10:41 am |
yeah!!!
yay!!! i am finally 12!!!! yay!!! yeah whatever.... what's so special right??? hmph.... anyway just wrote some stuff: "Many sleepless nights. Many tears I've cried. The pain I felt inside just wouldn't go away. I kept on asking myself why you said goodbye. Was it just a dream when you said to me that there was someone new in your life...Even if you mean the whole damn world to me I can forget you wait and see I can be strong even without you. I can't waste my life forever hoping you'd come back to me. But deep inside I know I'll be waiting here for you..." " I saw his smile, from then I knew. He was the one who would love me too. Till the very end of time till my hair is gray he will be there for me to stay. I thought one day if he could be mine. I realized no! It just wouldn't be fine. His glance was for someone else. Someone who barely cared, someone who was never there. He just wasted his time on someone else, not even knowing that I was here. To witness all his tears falling down his cheek to see him laugh and smile even just a little bit. When I will grow old and gray, I will look at his smile and think it through. He just walked by I don't even think he knew. That I was here all these years when he was blinded through. I end this rhyme in something so blue but I am always here loving you..." what??? i don't know where these words come from... they usually pop out of my head at 11:30pm when i'm in my room doing nothing... hmmm... anyway, i just wish that i'll have a blast today..... Current Mood: yay!!!! I'm 12 today!!!! | | Thursday, May 18th, 2006 | | 11:15 am |
| | 11:02 am |
i'm so tanga!!!
i'm so tanga i just clicked on update journal... i'm not even done updating yet!!! waaahhh!!!!! moooommmmyyyyyyyyy!!!!!! grrr..... samok!!!!!!! ok so after that we just laughed. hehehe... (continuation from the post "i can here the sound of violins.....") ok.... so after that fun day... i felt tired so i slept early... sadly, i had to leave the next day... anyway, i'm going to go back... soon!!!! hahahahahahaha!!!! ok.... (hahaha!!! ingon ana ra di.ay ka short... hahahaha!!!!) anyway, miss you guyz... i miss you guyz... i miss you guyz... i miss you guyz... i miss you guyz... people from BURMINGHAM, LONDON AND HUMAN FROM CANADA!!!! miss you guyz... why'd ya guyz leave me??? huh??? why????? hehehehe..... hi guys!!! miss ya!!! hahahaha!!! Current Mood:  samok!!! f*** A****** | | 10:34 am |
"i can hear the sound of violins long before it begins..."
hmm... last monday, my grandma,came to get her china cabinet together with my cousin, my cousin's husband, and another cousin's husband.... hehehehe... : ) then i told my grandma that i'll go to toledo soon... then my grandma said "why don't you just come now." of course i said ok... but i had to wait for the approval of my parents... they said yes... so, i had to cancel all my appointments that day including my badminton training thing.... after lunch, my cousin's husband was back... i was excited to go to toledo because i would see my cousin, jam jam... because my cousin in london, pau pau wants to know jam jam's e mail ad... so i had the chance to talk to jam jam... yay!!! i thought... we dropped my mom in SM and waited for another cousin... wait wait wait..... he finally arrived so we left SM and headed for toledo... we stopped for a snack at a bakeshoppe where in my cousin, jope jope had ice cream while the rest of us had bread... grr... : ) then we went straight to toledo... i was trying my best not to sleep but poof!!! in less than 30 minutes i was sound asleep... when i woke up, we were almost there... so, we got all the things... of course i headed straight to my nephew's house just across my grandma's... we stayed there and ate dinner there place... right after dinner, we went home but miko, my nephew, came with us so we would play scrabble... the next day, it was fun, i spent the whole day in miko's place... i was taking care of carmella, my niece while they were playing 'luto-luto' in english, cooking-cooking... they cooked weeds in real fire... since there was corn, it gave me the idea of making pop corn (ako pa!! pahong pahong ug brain) hehehe... so we did, but while i was putting more corn in the pan, the oil was hot and it went straight to my left hand, so all i got is this burn shaped liked a spoon... grr... i just remembered my grandma saying "don't play anything that will hurt you..." uh-oh!!! i thought... so we decided to keep it secret... hehehe... until now, she has no idea about my burn... after all the fun and craziness, me and miko... just talked... he said he misses pau pau and mikoy... he misses all the fun... well, we felt the same way... out of sadness, miko, who doesn't usually speak english said, "... it was an unforgettable experience..." i was like uyyy!!! he's speaking english!!! he was like "that's our secret ha??" i was like sure... hehehe... and now i'm posting it.... : ) we just talked about the fun experiences we had when our cousins were here... sadly, we wouldn't be seeing them yet... i have no idea when they're coming back... so miko and i started asking eacj other "how will they look like kaya??", "how we will we look like??" we started to laugh... Current Mood: peaceful | | Friday, May 12th, 2006 | | 5:08 pm |
HAY! BUHAY! MAKAMATAY!
haaayy!!! i woke up extra early this morning cuz i was gonna play badminton with my cousin, patty. when i went to her house she was still asleep... haaay!!! neverdmind i mean i'm used to that and i understand... she doesnt wake up early so.... after playing, we went to the DVD place. i dont what took us so long there... anyway, we bought V FOR VENDETTA, IN HER SHOES AND RAISING HELEN... when we arrived home it was lunchtime so i decided to eat. then i went to her house but then my parents arrived so i went back to our house and now i'm still here online... i'm sooo hyper today imagine i e-mailed my cousins in London 3 times today plus i sent them messages pa sa friendster... (way lingaw) maybe i just miss them or something. or maybe i'm just out of my mind. as usual... i mean i am always hyper... nothing is new... right guys??? : ) anyway... i'm so kapoy... i just dont understand the philippines. last wednesday, it was sooooooo hot. as in! plus there was a brownout for the whole afternoon. there was an earthquake in leyte wich affected the electrical lines in panay, cebu, leyte and negros... and now there's a typhoon!!!! like what the hell????? anyways, gotta go cuz i'm gonna e-mail my cousins one more time and then i'll go away... hehehe.... Current Mood:  ooooh!!! weeee!!! hahahaha!!!! | | Monday, May 8th, 2006 | | 7:33 pm |
oh yeah!!!!
yay!!! good news!!! i had my very first tournament yedterday and i won 3rd place!!! not bad for a first timer. what you think? bad news??? my arm and my legs still hurt from yesterday. (ouch!!) hhmmm... today is fiesta... it was half fun half boring... well it was ok... we had this drawing contest in wich i surrendered (i was never a good artist) hehe... then the gay friends of my cousin sang. ( the house almost collapsed) hehehe... no offense guys, ay gals pala.. sorry!!! now, i'm enjoying the free internet. again. : ) today, i e mailed my cousins in london. damn!! i miss them sooo much!!! : ( now, i'm alone again... everythings back to boring and normal... i think i'm starting to miss school. on the otherside, i think i'll just enjoy the rest of the summer. waaahhh!!! i really hate our P.E uniform. its so not fab. IMAGINE: jogging pants with a blouse??? watdapak!!! anyway, gotta go!!! Current Mood: lazy | | Saturday, April 29th, 2006 | | 9:57 am |
here without you.......
"i was lying on the sand with nothing in my head. but as the cool breeze passed through my senseless body, it reminded me of your gentle touch. when i stood up and walked on the warm water, it reminded me of your warm embrace. when i heard the rustle of the trees, i thought i heard your voice. i rested on the hammock and burried my feet in the cold sand.my head was filled with thoughts of you. i dont know why, but i started to cry. i just felt like i missed you so much. but it hurts me deep inside to know the fact that we will never be... i want you to know that i am always here for you to listen to your problems, to comfort you when you are sad, to laugh with you when you are happy, and when you think that the world has turned its back on you, i'll be there for you and i always will... " (corny noh? i wrote this last saturday, when me, my mom and my dad went to white sands, a beach resort. we slept there for 2 nights. on the second night, my parents sat in a cottage, i was lying on the hammock. i felt so lonely so i decided to walk around the beach and wrote this corny thing. i was feeling a bit tired because it was getting late, i decided to stay on the hammock and i listened to my mp3... sos!!! the first song i heard was here without you by 3 doors down... i felt like crying naman sad sos!!! i changed the song nalang...) PLEASE SPEND A LITTLE TIME TO COMMENT ON THIS : ) thanks... Current Mood:  lonely | | Thursday, April 27th, 2006 | | 10:18 pm |
another mushy day....
hmmph... i wonder... waaaahhh!!!!! i feel sooo lonely... i feel depressed... i mean i feel sad. tonight, my cousins are going back to london, leaving me alone in the dark with no one... waaah!!!!! i really had good times with them. to think we only see each other once in 2 or 3 years... so we tried to make every moment together, F-U-N. hahahahahaha!!!! if you put us cousins together, your house would be destroyed (hehe..) now that they are leaving, i feel soo sad... i will surely miss them... i would miss pau pau. she sleeps with me in my room when she goes to our house for a sleepover... we would sleep late and wake up at past 10:00am we would talk about our experiences and what has happend to us through the years... it was fun... then, pau pau and her elder brother, michael, mikoy for short, came to the house for their last sleepover we had soooo much fun... i would miss mikoy, who would wake up early and disturb us while we are fast asleep and once you wake up, he would not let you sleep na... : )now that they are leaving, i feel soooo sad... today, we went to the pension house where they were staying. mikoy, has this football shirt and i really liked it he saved money (he didnt even eat his lunch just to get this shirt) he really wanted it soooo bad... it was red, with the badge of the football team of england... well, the night before, i asked him if i could have it. well, he wasnt really sure. so he said he would think about it over night so i said never mind for i knew how he loved that shirt... guess what????? when we arrived at the pension, he was asleep, when he woke up he handed out this paper bag and said keep this... when i opened it, it was the football shirt... i was like no way!!! i am not getting that shirt... he was like get it na ba... then i said again no. there is no way i'm gonna take that. then he said i insist. i was like what???????????? imagine, he didnt eat lunch to buy the shirt and he just gives it to me??????? he said it was a remembrance... so i just accepted it... i mean like aaaawww!!!! it was soooo nice of him to have given it to me... i even feel guilty......... waaaahhh!!!!!!! Current Mood: depressed | | Monday, April 24th, 2006 | | 10:57 am |
ok... i havent been online since holyweek... (world record) last black saturday, i went to my mom's province. Oh damn!!! i had such a good time. the next day was easter. we went to the beach to have an advanced birthday party for mah cousin. oh damn!!! we had so much fun tht afternoon. we ate lunch at the beach and swam. well, we were asked to stop for a while so my cousin, pau pau could blow her cake... well it ended up with every kid having icing on the face . (hehe... that was a fun icing fight)then we swam the whole afternoon until we were asked to stop at around four. after all the swimming and the fun we figured that the day wouldnt be complete w/o ice cream... hmmm... i dont know how many i ate.... hehehe... the next day, pau pau and some people went to bohol so i stayed home, i helped my grandma and i hanged out with my nphew, miko for a while... on wenesday night, i was told by my cousin that pau pau was in my aunt's place just across my grandma's so i decided to go there. when i arrived, pau pau was having a "war" with my nephew, miko they used these seeds of this tree... i was on pau pau's side and we beat him up so he finally surrendered... i asked my mom if i could have two more days there and she approved oh yeah!!! and the two days were such a blast... i will surely remember it for the rest of my life... Current Mood:  okay | | Monday, April 10th, 2006 | | 1:56 pm |
JAMIN'
aaaaahhhhh................... i feel so relaxed... free internet, what more could i ask for? right? i had a bad start in the morning... but it turned out to be a good day after all... this mornin, me and my cousin patricia, had to wake up early. we had to go to the dentist. we had the same appointment... so i took a bath as quickly as i could and rushed next door. patricia was on her bed asleep. so her yaya woke her up so she quickly changed only to find out that the driver is not there yet so we decided to call him but he couldnt be reached... so we waited until 9:00am the driver did not arrive yet so i decide to call my mom... by the time i called her she was still eating breakfast. so my mom decided to hurry up so if the driver doesnt arrive she would be the one to drive us to the dentist... while we were waiting, patricia's dad called... her dad said that he contacted the driver and that he went home to the province and is not coming back until next week. WATDAPAKK!!!!!!!!!! i mean he didn't inform us that he went back to the province. what the???? a few minutes later my mom drove by so finally we had a ride to the dentist... when we reached there, we were an hour late... so the dentist adjusted my expanders and patricia had her braces on (hahaha... don't worry you look good anyway) after that we had lunch together and parted ways... and now i am here sitting down enjoying my free internet (while it lasts) hehehe... Current Mood: relaxed | | Sunday, April 9th, 2006 | | 4:40 pm |
| | 2:13 pm |
I'M ALIVE!!!!!
... FINALLY EVERYTHING IS BACK TO NORMAL.... am back here in cebu and i play badminton almost everyday... and now i am with my cousins chillin' we went to this sight called www.wimp.com and played this game called scary maze i tell you its the best! just check it out! i highly recommend it!!!!! GRABE!!!! this week is already holy week. haaaay!!!!!!!!!!!!!! how i wish i will see kuya JP my cousin cuz he is d only cousin who doesnt make fun of us. ok i really have to go cuz my other cousin, yssa wants to play.... Current Mood:  crazy | | Saturday, March 18th, 2006 | | 1:43 pm |
a mushy saturday....
hmmm... i dont know where to start. all i know is that today is a sad day. my cousin, mike left for canada. he was always there... to make me laugh (though sometimes he's corny hehe...) he is such a cool cousin. trust me... but he has this "aura" that makes people emotional or what... he is like my brother. he didn't want to leave yet. but his grandma wanted to so he had to go home with her... although he said he might be coming back in december, i still feel sad cuz i will be alone (again) waaaaaaaaaaaah!!!!!!!!! to think december is still far away!!!!! anyway i think i will just move on with my life... who knows the next thing you'll know you'll realize that its already december and he's gonna be back again... i hope his mom would come too, and our other uncle. i dont know how i feel now.... i still have other things to face aside from that... sheeesh!!!!! i am sooo scared for the next school-year i dont know what life would bring me... anyway, i think i will just enjoy my vacation... |
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